“Burn it All”

You keep haunting me 

in my dreams 

I agree I agree 

keep doing that

there's a part of me that agrees 

now I can't talk 

about the things you did 

Where's the proof, yeah?

it's been years, yeah

I left you for I was forced 

You left me for you saw better 

the ego jumped in

the ego you said 

should be kept away

anyway anyway 

I saw a dream

I saw you walking 

us to a carnival

while I stick by your side

like I always did 

holding hands or not 

I don't remember

We scanned shops

you enquired the prices

we stopped at one

You picked something nice 

You knew the shopkeeper too

oh love, you knew the whole game, didn't ya ?

You turned to me

and smiled , 

oh so sweet and intentional 

like you knew I would be hurt 

like you knew I would suffer 

like you could see the future 

and you walked away

leaving me alone 

in the carnival

cold confused lost,

exactly like I did once.

mhm 

I remember you in a

yellow top , blue jeans 

with open hairs 

a hairband 

and a sling

 

I can't get rid of 

the warmth of you

oh dear lord,

I loved,I waited and I suffered.

Now,

that the dream is over

Don't ever show up in there again

may that night's hellfire burn me

Don't ever cross my streets 

your memories cost hefty 

Don't keep me in your revenge 

my avenge deserves better.

So lit that flame and start the fire

pile the letters

on my pyre

grind the glory 

sprinkle it on top 

Burn it Burn it all 

leave me

to bask in summer's sunlight 

let me burn you-r 

touches and your lies 

let me feel your memories burn and smoke away 

'ners of my brain crumblin

with my humanity

and insanity 

propellin up like

fireworks in the sky

let me be free, let me be free 

let my fire burn me

let my remains rejoice 

let me, let me 

©Jessica